What sits between you and feeling OK right now? Perhaps you already do, but how about pausing here to check.
What does OK feel like on the inside? Is there anything here that is present and could unconsciously colour your judgement, perspective and action today?
Sometimes we can find that there are a multitude of priorities and concerns that are bumping up against each other for attention and we didn’t even notice.
Or maybe you are noticing. Big time.
I came across this as an exercise.
Take each one of those things, placing them inside a bubble - or a balloon? Take a moment to engage your imagination and place each bubble somewhere outside of you at what feels like the right distance. Don’t rush, or push, just let this come.
When you can see the bubbles, pause, check again is there more space on the inside now?
There is? OK, now, attune to which bubble of those on the outside really needs your attention and focus. If it’s a ‘to-do’ how is it to bring the bubble closer and then gently and calmly get on with it, knowing that all of those other bubbles are sitting on the outside, you can pick them up anytime, one at a time.
Drawn from the practice of Focusing, finding an internal felt-sense for our challenges, I wonder whether, when there is just too much, this small practice, might create some space, perspective and freedom to breathe?
The Veneer of Vulnerability
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What role are you living into? What ‘suit of clothes’ do wear to attend to work? Recent conversations catch me again reflecting how we live in a world of perception, masks and roles, and sometimes in that living we can lose connection with a part or parts of ourselves.
It’s easy to become wrapped up in the how of the ‘professional’ we believe we are supposed to be; we forget that behind it is a human with longing, yearning, vulnerabilities and frailties.
We know about the leadership books, the full to the brim self-help sections all designed to feed this search for Nirvana. The ‘how to’ of the roles that we each play; many of which can’t deliver because the book is only half of the solution.
I ask that I will never not be humbled at what is revealed when the veneer of the job title, the status is pulled aside. I observe with (self-)compassion and recognition that beneath all of this is a vulnerable, shaky human, just like me, full of longing, yearning, vulnerability and frailty.
Yes we can codify any one of the domains in which we need competence, the technical inputs, even relationship and people skills are codified, but when we strip it all back, it’s just one vulnerable being with another. The world is full of us.
Have you had a reminder lately?
Re-claiming Personal Boundaries
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“Back Off!” “No!” or any such words that declare a boundary. Personal boundaries and their actual physical violation have been in the news recently as we know.
Boundaries can be hard - to declare, to maintain, or get support for, sadly.
There are spaces in which boundaries remain fuzzy, sometimes usefully, but often, our stories get in the way of us declaring a boundary. Who we will be if we do so, how will we be perceived, can we really do that, does it align with who and how society tells us we ‘should’ be?
We begin to learn about boundaries as children - where we can and can’t assert, how and where we must mould, even sacrifice for the sake of adults on whom we rely and the society within which we operate.
When we become adults do we need to relearn how to reclaim our boundaries? Certainly it seems that women have some reclaiming to do; I don’t think they are alone.
I’d challenge anyone reading this post to not find at least one domain of their life where a firmer boundary is not needed. I coach in this, yet I could easily find areas of my life in which a clearer boundary would be better.
What do you think – are people generally skilful at boundaries – and by skilful, they can declare and hold them with respect and care for mutual dignity?
Do you invite in a new Quality for practice each year?
Monday was a funk, and then again Tuesday, especially Tuesday. Thinking about 2021 and what it held – or most likely wouldn’t. Sod New Year’s Resolutions!
I thought about how flexible we all still need to be (not that the world doesn’t ask this of us anyway), how many people still need to dig deep, find themselves down and pick themselves back up again. How resilience is being tested over and over. The capacity to bounce back, to reform.
Perhaps inspired by Forest Gump on TV again (life is like a box of chocolates, you never know what you are going to get) and with a box of Quality Street to dip into, I wondered about a quality that I might like to practice this year.
What might help as I walk the path of the next 12 months?
I’d like to invite in more grace and ease into my life. Whilst they are not new, life keeps testing my resolve towards them.
I’ve learnt that it is impossible to have grace and ease in my thoughts, words and actions if my body doesn’t feel and move in alignment. I have to bring a felt sense of them into my body.
Try it for a moment. We are a whole system.
I want to do this for me, but also, the spin-off is that others will experience it, from me to them.
Is there some kind of quality you would like to invite in this year?
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Are You THE Embodiment of what you commit to?
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Say this out loud: “I am a commitment to my well being”. Then say this out loud: “I am committed to my well being”. What do you observe as you feel below your neck, how you say that? Which one is harder, asking more of you?
Those of us trained by the #strozziinstitute will know this phrasing, and how it invites us to become the embodiment of the commitment we want to live into.
Embodied commitments move us beyond the mental constructs of plans, vital as they are.
A commitment to being the commitment you make invites you to consider how you need to change your very structure. They are often a call to courage.
Competence gets built from the inside, leading to deeper authenticity and alignment emanating from your core.
Furthermore, living and embodying a commitment provides a much needed anchor when the sea is rough, the stars are hidden and the night is dark.
I invite you to try it out this frame choosing something that matters to you just a little out of reach. Notice whether it produces a little fizz of energy, maybe it’s a little scary. If so, that’s OK, you are in the right place.
Give it a go. I’ve only tested this out with clients – never on a platform like this, so genuinely, I’d love to know.
Are you yet the embodiment of your commitment?
Robert Maxwell - the embodiment of corporate villainy?
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Corporate Villainy anyone? I’ve been slightly obsessed and engrossed. FALL on Audible is the story of Robert Maxwell. Goodness.
“Robert was the embodiment of that now almost vanished species, the media mogul“ Evening Standard on Fall by John Preston
“Maxwell was the embodiment of Britain’s post war boom” Penguin Books
Previous posts about embodiment have raised a few eyebrows, yet here are two statements that reflect upon the embodiment of this man.
What do they mean?
Think Murdoch for a moment. Another media mogul, but with a completely different embodiment, arising from a different set of life experiences and practices.
By the time of the trial of his sons Kevin and Ian, Preston refers to Maxwell, as having become in the eyes of the British public, the ‘embodiment of corporate villainy’. We might say he represented what we think of as corporate villainy.
We each embody different things, and arguably embodiment is in the eye of the beholder.
What do you need or want to be the embodiment of for whatever you are up to with your life?
It will take practice and, like the word em-bodi-ment suggests, it has to be done through the body. Learning and becoming through the body.
Hopefully not though, the embodiment of corporate villainy.
Anyone 😉?
Focusing - I'm stuck but it will move
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For months now I have posted regularly on Linked In and here.
This week I find myself stuck. There is so much and there is nothing. So I drop into my Focusing practice and pay attention inside. What do I notice that is here, getting in the way of the stuckness.
I alight on something but it’s not that. So what else? And what else?
The Spring brought me energy, a lift, excitement, a turning towards the sun. I joke that it’s because I am a spring baby that I feel myself uncurl and expand, shaking out the winter greyness. So it was this year. And yet I wonder, was it a fleeting moment?
These last few days my mood has shifted. Have I put on a particular kind of lens over my seeing that is colouring my perception. I’ve been reminded again why I really do the work I do, why I have spent the last few years deepening into my capacity to hold the difficulty and the pain felt by clients. When we work through the body, the body reveals.
Underneath everything is a desire that I do my bit to help heal the trauma and the pain that people experience. That if there are enough of us out there we can stop it being perpetuated. To do that, I have to be able to be with the experience of those I work with.
This then is my stuckness. I have been sitting with this. I acknowledge and share, and beautifully, it moves.
"How are you?" "I'm fine." Emotion Speak?
How are you? I’m fine, doing OK. Recognise this? I’ll bet you do!
The lack of in person contact limits our ability, or so we believe, to really know whether the respondent is fine. And what of the questioner – fine to?
It is widely accepted that leadership requires emotional intelligence.
There are different models to help us define what that means but for this post I’d like to keep it really simple and focus on emotional literacy?
How many emotions can you name right off the bat? How many can you ascribe feelings or sensations to?
How about learning to recognise and name them? Pausing regularly throughout the day to ask how am I right now? What am I sensing in my body and then what emotion(s) arises? What is all this taking care of – because they are taking care of something?
Considered to be e(nergy-in-)motion, they are laden with information; taking on the challenge to develop literacy creates the opportunity to ‘have’ them, rather than they ‘have’ us.
Practice regularly and you’ll begin to notice how you are with more precision. You’ll also begin to find it easier to attune to the emotions of others.
Why does it matter? Because for leadership, such information gives more choice and greater possibility for action.
Would it make a difference to ‘ban’ ‘I’m fine’ as a response?
